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  Jaxon With An X

  A Novel

  D. K. Wall

  Copyright © 2020 by D. K. Wall

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  Library of Congress Control Number: 2020912270

  This book is a work of fiction. The story incorporates real locations and entities, but all are used in a fictitious manner. The events of the story, the characters, and the communities of Millerton and Wattsville are products of the author’s imagination and purely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

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  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Chapter 64

  Get Alone Together Free!

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also by D. K. Wall

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  1

  I never knew the world could be so damned cold.

  Back there, where I’m from, the stone walls chilled bones, the broken windows let rain puddle, and the uneven floor tripped feet and invited stubbed toes. But at least those walls provided protection from biting winds, pelting sleet, and piles of snow and ice.

  Out here, though, I’m exposed. The wind whips through the holes in my clothing. The icy snow slips under my shirt and slides down my back. The sleet stings my face.

  But I’m free.

  A fair trade as far as I’m concerned.

  My numb ears pick up the sound of car tires hissing through the snow. I turn and squint against the storm. A glow of headlights grows from beyond the curve in the mountains. A car is coming down the desolate highway.

  I curse under my breath. I’ve got to keep my mind from wandering off. In my inattention, I almost violated his first rule:

  Never let them see you.

  A rush of adrenaline courses through my exhausted body, providing the boost of energy I need to scramble over the guardrail. I wriggle into a crevice and deep into the shadows between the icy boulders lining the edge of the highway.

  The car comes into view. Heavy snowflakes glitter in the beams of light arcing over my head. I cower until the car sloshes past, praying the driver is unaware that I’m hunkering just feet away. The whine of the engine drops and fades into the distance.

  I smile despite the frigid weather. For the first time in my sheltered life, Doppler effect is more than words I read in a dictionary.

  Doppler effect—the change in the frequency of sound waves as an object moves closer or further from a listener.

  It’s real, not some concept I’ve only read about. The approaching roar of a car. The swoosh of its pass. The drop in frequency. The dwindling drone as it drives into the distance.

  I never knew the world could be so magical.

  In our isolation, we spent hours quizzing each other from the dictionary, one of the few books other than the little kids’ picture books we had hidden away. We could only read the tongue twisters of Dr. Seuss and look at the stunning images of Where the Wild Things Are so many times before we memorized them. New books arrived infrequently. Not every kid came to us with a backpack.

  The dictionary, which we’d found hidden in a blue satchel with pens, notebooks, and a ruler, enlarged our little world, revealing something new every time we opened it. We struggled to pronounce words correctly and erupted in muffled laughter at our mangled attempts. Each unraveled definition compelled us to look up more words. We had little practical experience to understand anything we learned, but the word games helped us pass the time, which felt interminable.

  Interminable—having or seeming to have no end.

  Unlike the Doppler effect, we experienced interminable. Day after day after day, we wondered when the end would come.

  From my perch behind the protective rocks, I watch the taillights dwindle into the fog. The fear of being spotted subsides. My heart slows its pounding inside my thin chest. I’m grateful for an unexpected bonus—my hiding place shelters me from the fierce winds. I sit in relative comfort and watch the ruts created by the car turn white as the falling snow fills the void.

  I cup my hands and blow warmth across my fingers, silently begging the feeling to come back. A shrill pain lights them up as the numbness fades, stabbing to the bone as I wriggle my digits to get the blood flowing. Though they don’t feel anything close to normal, I take it as a sign to resume my march down the road.

  I clamber back onto the pavement. The wind beats my back and blows ice crystals from my shaggy hair. I wrap my arms around my thin shirt, shivering against the air rippling through the holes of my jeans and stinging the bare skin below. I tighten the rope threaded through the belt loops, cinching the pants to my waist. Hunched against the weather, I force my burlap-wrapped feet to shuffle through the snow and into the blackness that once again envelops the canyon and hides my presence.

  I haven’t been as lucky hiding all night. My mind wanders down tangents and I drop my guard. A few hours ago, a guy in a dress shirt and loosened tie spotted me and slowed his car. He gawked at me, his eyes popped wide in surprise as I disappeared into the shadows off the side of the road.

  Later, a trucker stopped his giant rig, a vehicle so large I had never imagined such a thing even existed. At first, I was startled by the rumbling engine and the hiss of the air brakes, a dragon exhaling its threat. The driver pushed open his door and climbed down the ladder of his cab as I scrambled into the brush. He stood in front of his
growling beast and yelled into the wind for me to come to him. I stayed low, hidden away as he paced, shining a flashlight in hopes of spotting me. He meant no harm, he claimed. He said he wouldn’t hurt me and only wanted to get me somewhere safe and warm, but I knew he was a threat. All strangers are.

  I remained tucked away, shivering but silent, until he finally surrendered his search with a shrug. With a last look over his shoulder, he climbed back into his warm cab. The gears ground, and he drove away, leaving a cloud of diesel exhaust.

  Perhaps they wondered why I didn’t accept their offers of help.

  The answer is simple. The first rule:

  Never let them see you.

  I wonder how many more times I’ll have the energy to pull myself back out of the shadows and onto this road. Another car will inevitably pass my hiding spot and, from sheer exhaustion, I’ll resign myself to my fate and refuse to move again. I’ll lower my head onto a granite pillow, the desire to close my eyes and rest outweighing the pull of moving farther down the road. I’ll drift into an eternal sleep, my heart slowing until it surrenders and ceases beating. My life will end as I have lived it, hidden from the world.

  Even nature will conspire against me then, as it is doing now. He taught us that bodies needed to be buried deep to keep the animals from ravaging them. If I die out here with no one to tend to my remains and hide them out of reach of nature’s creatures, then the coyotes will emerge from the canyon, sniff my lifeless body, and drag it away. No one will ever find me. It’ll be a fitting end to my invisible life.

  My foot hits a patch of ice and I tumble to the ground. The pain rattling my body saves me, breaking my wandering mind from its morbid reflections and forcing me back to cold reality. Horrified by my thoughts, I push myself to my feet, brush the snow off my body, and carry on. As bad as the odds are against me, I refuse to quit.

  In all these years, I never have. I’ve watched others surrender and fade, their hope gone as their lives slip from their grasp, but something inside me kept pushing to live just one more damned day.

  Not because I had anything to live for. There was no future back there. I just didn’t want to die in that dank, dark place.

  I won. I didn’t die there. I made it out into the larger world—a much colder and snowier world than I expected, but I’m in it. And that’s a good thing. But now I need a new goal.

  I pause and look around the dark canyon. A river runs loudly somewhere far below. Forested walls rise high on either side. The stars are obliterated by thick cloud cover and falling snow.

  I’m tired of living in darkness, so I set myself a new goal—to see a sunrise. I’ve never seen one, but I know what others have told me. The brilliant pink and red hues shimmering against the dark blue sky. The magical light peeking over the horizon and extinguishing the stars one by one. The warmth of the sun on their skin. That warmth would feel great right now.

  So that’s it. I want to experience a sunrise before I die.

  Energized with a new goal in mind, I map the process in my mind. Step one—live through the night. It won’t be easy, but nothing ever has been.

  I look to the east. At least, I think it’s east. This road has so many twists and turns as it follows the canyon carved out by the ancient river that I don’t know which way I’m facing. When I walked up to this big highway on the two-lane road from deep in the mountains, the red-and-blue signs had said east to the right and west to the left.

  I’d taken the access ramp to the right—not because I’d thought of sunrises yet, but because it was closer than crossing under the bridge to turn left. Maybe it was fate that I’d turned in the direction of a sunrise. But a quick glance tells me the sky in front of me is still dark. There’s no hopeful, faint glow teasing a brighter day ahead.

  I have no choice but to keep moving—to keep living—at least through the night if I want to see a sunrise. Then I can die happy.

  Or maybe I’ll set a new goal and try to live another day.

  I lower my head, lean against the wind, and trudge through the snow, hoping to survive until the sky in front of me brightens.

  I never knew the world could be so damned cold.

  2

  Deputy Jon Patterson slowed his cruiser on Interstate 40, his headlights illuminating the “Welcome to Tennessee” sign through the swirling snow. He followed a pair of snowplows U-turning via a short, paved access road connecting the westbound lanes to the east. The plows, fighting a losing battle against the falling flakes, dropped their blades to the pavement and roared back into North Carolina.

  He brought his car to a stop beside a black-and-cream Tennessee highway patrol car facing the other direction in the median. With a tap of the button on his armrest, the driver’s window opened. The trooper balanced a steaming cup of coffee in the glow of his dashboard lights and nodded a hello. “Haven’t seen a Miller County deputy out this far in a long time.”

  Patterson couldn’t dispute that. The sheriff’s department had only six deputies patrolling the sprawling mountainous county at any given time. They had little time or reason to venture into its remote northwestern corner when so little of it was under their jurisdiction.

  Over two million acres of undeveloped federal lands—the Great Smoky Mountains National Park and the Pisgah and Cherokee National Forests—straddled the state line and fell under the control of the federal park and forest rangers. The two states’ highway patrols handled their respective portion of the interstate winding through the Pigeon River Gorge, which bisected the parks.

  Only a few hardy souls lived in the remote wilderness outside of the federal or state lands and were subject to the sheriff department’s jurisdiction—independent-minded people who prided themselves on self-sufficiency. They resented any government interference, particularly from someone wearing a badge and intent on telling them how to live. Little crime happened outside of brewing homemade whiskey, fishing for dinner without a license, or hunting out of season. Violence was unheard of or at least unreported. Disputes were settled without calling the law.

  They responded to any reported crime in the remote district, of course, not that any reports were ever made. They also quickly backed up any ranger or trooper requesting assistance, but that was rare. Patterson had never been out there in his year of being a deputy—not even with his training officer. The deputies’ routine patrol time was better spent in the eastern portion of the county, among the smaller tourist towns closer to Asheville.

  Off-duty, he joined others coming to the area seeking a great place to hike and camp. Even then, he didn’t encounter the reclusive people who lived there. They wanted to be left alone.

  “The roads are a mess down around Asheville. The troopers on our side of the line are swamped with fender benders.” Patterson watched the snow dance in front of his car. “If there is a kid out here…”

  The trooper nodded and sipped coffee as he studied the dark road. Few cars traveled that stretch of interstate at two a.m. on a normal night, but the snow had reduced the number to almost none. Without any approaching cars to monitor, the dash-mounted speed detector remained blank. After a long pause, he asked, “Think he’s really out here?”

  The soft hiss of falling snow filled the silence of their halting conversation. “Doesn’t make sense. I haven’t seen any sign of him, that’s for sure. I can’t imagine anyone walking down the highway in this weather. If it was someone with a stalled car or who’d been in a wreck, they wouldn’t hide from people offering help.”

  The trooper snorted. “Which means if they exist, they are up to no good and don’t want to get caught.”

  “How much trouble could a boy”—Patterson glanced at his glowing laptop screen mounted on the dash—“between ten and thirteen years old cause out here?”

  A chuckle floated from the highway patrol car. “Bad news. One of our callers said girl.”

  “Great. We don’t even know what we are looking for.” The deputy ran his finger down the lists of descriptions recei
ved from the various reporting parties. “RPs say between four-and-a-half and five-and-a-half feet tall, with shaggy black, brown, or blond hair. Most say wearing jeans and a flannel shirt, but they can’t even agree if he’s wearing a hat and a coat. And all sorts of conflicting reports of where they saw him”—he paused and looked over at the trooper—“or her…” Getting a smile in return, Patterson continued reading aloud. “…Along a thirty-mile stretch of highway running through the gorge. They can’t even decide if he’s on your side or our side of the state line. Damn needle in a haystack.”

  The trooper settled his coffee cup back in its holder. He peered into the darkness surrounding them, stretching his back and shifting his bulletproof vest. “Still, if it’s true, he isn’t going to last long out here. I’ve stopped and checked a dozen drifts, just in case.”

  The deputy nodded quietly in agreement. He knew he got the call because he was the least experienced deputy on the shift—no longer classified as a rookie, but barely. Still, he would rather have wasted his time driving up and down the snow-covered interstate than fail to find some poor kid before he froze to death. As hardened as officers became dealing with the tragedies they saw every day, they all shared a soft spot for innocent kids caught up in bad situations. Besides, if he hadn’t been sent out, he would have been handling some drunken domestic disturbance in town.